i made a poem =X PS... i hate me right now. i really do.

I wonder of me

And sometimes I think about how it should be

I know I don’t always make the right decisions

I know that I hurt a lot of people in them

But I'm sorry and I really wanna say

I'm sorry..

I wish  things were a different way

But the truth is. It's not

It will never be, It cant

Because I cant change who I'm supposed to be

I cant change the major part of me

My heart

I cant adjust it to whom I wish to love

That’s the best thing of it

youll never seem to know

Who heaven sends you from above

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iono  just.. been  thinking  about stuff and i'm doubting   confused

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confusion? over..  i know whats right and what i had to do =/ i cant bring myself to hurt someone even more than they'd be hurting now..  cause in the future.. if it went on longer.. =/ it'd be worse? me and peter are i no more~ and i feel bad. i'm sorry peter =[ i reeeeeeally  am =[ i just hope we can be friends someday.